With the Time I Have Left

Over the next week, I will find a book and an expert of the craft if possible. Hopefully I will be able to learn more or correct my current knowledge. The resulting product will appear on the presentation as the first step. Then the first spell will be preformed in class or in presentation.
Now by the end of may I will preform another spell in the presentation/class that is suitable and would not harm anyone in the room. This will be the result of all my research and practice. I hope that this will inspire more to believe, respect or research the subject.

The worlds desire

A few nights ago there was a decision I had to make, the clock had started again. It appears as though the world wishes for the clock to never hit zero, so I listened. Ignoring the world before has always ended in a terrible action, so following it will be done. Who can deny the world? After all we live on her.

Proposal

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1pFF2ZWueYLOJn3Eh1yPyIp1w0Je4gy-0cdPGA0FS33Q/edit?usp=sharing

An attempt that was out of spite

I am sorry to say that I have attempted to bring misfortune onto someone, using a curse that was misunderstood. The only affects were to those around me and not the intended target. At least it was temporary, no one suffered.
I'm so very sorry, I have already broken my pledge of not hurting someone.
The next thing that I will try is to give someone luck, so they may receive benefits randomly, be it help, money or avoidance of danger.

A Start

Today I start a process, in which I will study various arts that involve spirits or the spiritual plane. Later I will practice minor incantations, spells or summoning.
NOTE : I will not practice anything to harm others or myself.


I hope this doesn't start a chain of reactions, such as it did last time it was attempted.